https://www.amazon.com/War-Art-Winning-Creative-Battle/dp/15...
If you're trying to spend more time creating things, I suggest you give The War of Art[1] by Steven Pressfield a read. It put words to a gnawing feeling I've felt since my late teenage years, but never knew how to confront.
[1]: https://www.amazon.com/War-Art-Winning-Creative-Battle/dp/15...
http://www.amazon.com/The-War-Art-Winning-Creative/dp/159071...
As a younger person in college I always felt that being confident enough to move to Silicon Valley and try to get attention you'd have to be able to code a compiler in an interview for a language you've never seen on a machine you were unfamiliar with. Or if you were the artist type you'd produce work universally lauded for both it's execution and creativity. I guess you have to start somewhere, why not here? Oh yeah, 10,000 hours rule that's right. :)